lift off

so...I have tried this blog thing before...and failed. let's see how it goes this time around. if im honest, i really dont have very high expectations, and if i am really honest, i am doing this more for me to word vomit publicly than for the general encouragement of all mankind. my hope and prayer is that this will become something that is good for me and for those who waste their time reading my ramblings. expect alot of questions and few answers. lets do it.